Saturday, August 29, 2015

An answer

It's been almost a year since I've written in this blog.  Yesterday I wrote in one of my other blogs about prayer and praying angry. 10 people read it.  One commented on Facebook. 

I went to Stake Conference tonight with mom. I was so afraid it was going to be about "family".  General Conference was and I put that away not reading it while I was waiting. 

But something happened tonight.

I'm not happy about my life. 

But here's what's happened.  One of the counselors in the stake presidency talked about "service".  I started to cry, not about that but about this answer I so want to give me hope that I would get married some day.  Something from the temple or a blessing to keep me going.  The thought that came to me was "Am I going to live my life any differently if I don't get the answer/prompting?"  and the answer is no.  No, I'm not.  I'll keep doing the right things even though I don't know how I'm going to do it.  So, that's my answer, my prompting of sorts.  I'm going to keep doing the right things even though I may not get what I want.