It's been almost a year since I've written in this blog. Yesterday I wrote in one of my other blogs about prayer and praying angry. 10 people read it. One commented on Facebook.
I went to Stake Conference tonight with mom. I was so afraid it was going to be about "family". General Conference was and I put that away not reading it while I was waiting.
But something happened tonight.
I'm not happy about my life.
But here's what's happened. One of the counselors in the stake presidency talked about "service". I started to cry, not about that but about this answer I so want to give me hope that I would get married some day. Something from the temple or a blessing to keep me going. The thought that came to me was "Am I going to live my life any differently if I don't get the answer/prompting?" and the answer is no. No, I'm not. I'll keep doing the right things even though I don't know how I'm going to do it. So, that's my answer, my prompting of sorts. I'm going to keep doing the right things even though I may not get what I want.